Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Suck...

This past month of my life has been one that I will remember. I have really been struggling with some sort of dizziness issue. I have been to 5 doctors so far, and not one of them has been able to pin-point just exactly what is going on. I'm praying for an answer this Friday when I go back to my internal medicine doctor and do a fasting blood test. This will hopefully tell me if I have hypoglycemia or not. I have been in such a moody slump, I can't imagine what its like for my poor family to deal with me. I feel like I have not been around to be a good father, husband, or friend lately. I have really tried to improve my diet, and thus far it seems to be slightly better. I just want some sort of definitive answer on what my body is doing, and how I can correct it.
-M

Friday, March 5, 2010

I know what its like...

to struggle with ones inner demons.
I have had anxiety issues lately, mostly due to the fact that I have possibly had hypoglycemia. I want to put all of this in the past. My thoughts are horrid, and I want to stop being dizzy. My poor wife has been dealing with a moody spouse for almost a month now. She is such a strong person.

Athlete's foot

I have THE worst case of athlete's foot known to man-kind. This really is disgusting to me. I shower daily, have changed my socks 2-3x per day, used three different ointments from the pharmacy, and dunked my feet in hydrogen peroxide (ouch)
Gonna try and go to the Avalon Clinic later today as a walk in. Crap. This is my last resort.
Why am I falling apart??? I'm still dizzy, and have really changed most of my diet around for the better. I haven't had a soda, beer, energy-drink, cookie, etc for three weeks now. What is going on????????????